fuckkk days had been...the same like last year really..um i guess at least im not with a horrible health and such but mentally is the same. i was thinking about the website and i honestly haven't thought about other ideas of pages, i gen dont knowww other rather than shrines yet i dont know what to do. also my mom says if i get worse i might go to a psychiatric hospital sigh, at least im able to get up from bed even if its forced and im not faiting everyday like before:)
at least im almost finishing school this year but i still have to wait 2 damn years ugh

feeling kinda sensitive today,im writing poetry so i might post it in poems.also mega warning here i relapsed damn.like i know recovery is not always like a good feeling and its okay to relapse but buddy im not ok,sigh. anyways im rlly liking the design of this page, im also keeping some links to add to my credit page (prob be out nowowow) so go check it out :) yay i like being online and stuff could you tell im anxious of going out?

hi honestly idk what im doing but im currently using my moms computer while taking a break from studyinggg im dying i have to do a 4 page homework of the cold war and i have to read a lot and my eyes hurt, i like universal history anyway so it could be way worse. anyway uhhuuhuhuh this is my first entry im writing this in september 5th something...no its actually 6th i just looked it up yay. i like studying but rn im drained mentally and yeah honestly therapy and pills dont work but okay i hope this ends. btw i feel like this diary section will def be more private than the blog one because the other one is more review kind of thing, hre i will talk mental health stuff and things like that so trigger warm¿ning i guess i will check that up and add a warning later i hope this page turns out well bcuz im doing an about me one and ive made two so far and i dont like anyyyy UGH but thats it bye bye